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Dream

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There was a time when my school teachers used to flex that they've been the students of Delhi University and I got fascinated at that time and I've also seen the time when my High School teachers used to say that I'm a vagabond.  But today, I'm doing my graduation from DU but today when I'm here, something feels odd. It feels like Delhi and the world have changed after the Covid Pandemic. Nowadays everything feels polished, glossy but at the same time it feels fake.  I believe that the hate, anger, jealousy, and crimes have increased a lot after 2020. And that's the only reason I don't care what the world says or does, I started doing things that give happiness to me. I started blogging, created an Instagram Id only for myself to live nostalgia. Watched some shows and movies that taught me a lot and helped me to change my perspective of observing the Globe.  I developed my own critical thinking rather than relying on other's opinion.  I miss my old self ...
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Life

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I've always been so isolated and lonely that I've started enjoying my lonliness. I never got that that love from my Family because of there hectic lifestyle (and I totally understand that). In my teenage I moved to Mumbai, "The City of Dreams" to prepare for JEE. I used to live there with my cousin in my Grandfather's house that he had bought in his adulthood. In first year of JEE preparation from PW Institute, I made some friends, and one of them was Anushka Verma (The Best Person, I've ever met in my Life). She was and she is pretty, genius and most interestingly, a exact copy of me. We used to go on trips, vacations, and in Mumbai Local all together. With the end of 1st year we completed our 12th. With that She had also qualified Mains and was eligible for Advance. But I failed in in my 1st attempt and could not score good. That was the only time I needed my family most but they were not there, but she was with me in my tough times. She gave me hope to agai...
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Last Wish

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Today I was watching Tere Ishq Me, the spiritual successor of Raanjhana, there was a song in Raanjhana "Tum Tak" and the lines of that song "Naino ki ghat leja, naino ki naiya", it was remixed and added to Tere Ishq Mein. It was a beautiful song. After watching the movie, I took a pause and realized one thing that I never had a Love Partner in my Life ever. Yes, I had crush on some people but that was only an affection, I'll not call it love. But still I don't know why I relate to this kind of films (not Saiyaara or Deewane ki Deewaniyat) but films like  96, Rockstar, Sita Ramam, Dil Bechara and even college life films like Chhichhore, Rang De Basanti, Hridayam and many more. For me these movies are masterpiece. And when I'll grow adult I'll be going to watch all these films before dying. This is the only last wish I have.
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The Journey- 26/10/2025

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It started from my hometown. This time it was decided that I'll travel to Delhi by my own. It was my first time to travel alone by train as I usually travel by plane. But to make this journey memorable I chose train. When I was leaving home, I was happy and sad at the same, I was happy because I was going to continue my studies as I always have been keen of studying, and wad sad because I had visited home after 8-9 months later. I didn't know when I will get to meet my family again. Still I bid them farewell with heavy heart.  My train journey started from Mau. I was enjoying the journey by seeing the green field filled with a silent peace, watching people doing different activities and many more things that were pleasing me. At the time of sunset, I was observing the Sun quietly, it was giving a different vibe as it was time of Chath. And I have a special feeling for the vibe of Chath, particularly the songs of the Chath, like it gives a special kind of joy and happiness.  Th...
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To My Future Self

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Hi to Myself in the Future,  I'm Laxmi Narayan. My age is 18. From today I'm gonna start blogging about my journey of upcoming 6 years.
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