I've always been so isolated and lonely that I've started enjoying my lonliness. I never got that that love from my Family because of there hectic lifestyle (and I totally understand that). In my teenage I moved to Mumbai, "The City of Dreams" to prepare for JEE. I used to live there with my cousin in my Grandfather's house that he had bought in his adulthood. In first year of JEE preparation from PW Institute, I made some friends, and one of them was Anushka Verma (The Best Person, I've ever met in my Life). She was and she is pretty, genius and most interestingly, a exact copy of me. We used to go on trips, vacations, and in Mumbai Local all together. With the end of 1st year we completed our 12th. With that She had also qualified Mains and was eligible for Advance. But I failed in in my 1st attempt and could not score good. That was the only time I needed my family most but they were not there, but she was with me in my tough times. She gave me hope to agai...
Today I was watching Tere Ishq Me, the spiritual successor of Raanjhana, there was a song in Raanjhana "Tum Tak" and the lines of that song "Naino ki ghat leja, naino ki naiya", it was remixed and added to Tere Ishq Mein. It was a beautiful song. After watching the movie, I took a pause and realized one thing that I never had a Love Partner in my Life ever. Yes, I had crush on some people but that was only an affection, I'll not call it love. But still I don't know why I relate to this kind of films (not Saiyaara or Deewane ki Deewaniyat) but films like 96, Rockstar, Sita Ramam, Dil Bechara and even college life films like Chhichhore, Rang De Basanti, Hridayam and many more. For me these movies are masterpiece. And when I'll grow adult I'll be going to watch all these films before dying. This is the only last wish I have.